November 28, 2009

Bloody Bangladesh people!

Stupid Bangla people. Steal my phone inside the KTM!

Its happen yesterday when I go inside the ktm, and there were a lot of people rushing in and pushing here and there. So, I'm busy taking care of my bag and I didn't realize my phone was stolen until I stand still at a place inside the KTM.
So I borrow a china girl phone and call my phone, and my phone actually ring, and I don't know where the sound come from as there were too many people packing inside the ktm. And I suspected fews bangla people face so dam freaking scare and sweating and hand in the pocket.

I immediately cancel my simcard so that the fucking stupid bangla won't use my simcard to call to other people and wasted my money... Stupid banglaaaaaaaaa!!! Hope he will kena langgar la once he step on the road. No money go earn by self.

Nevermind, take this as a lesson. Never ever put my phone in my pant pocket anymore!! :(

November 24, 2009

Missing my family..

I miss my family. My uncle and family went thailand for holiday. Now I'm alone at uncle house. Feel so lonely. I need my family. I miss them. :(
I want to celebrate christmas with them. I want to eat turkey with them. I just miss them :(

I'm going singapore soon. This saturday. with my manager. I feel excited but I kinda miss my family. How?? I don't want to tell my feeling to others. My friends won't understand how I feel. Some of them was too over confident telling me the things that is right when the thing is actually not perfect as they think.

talk is easy, when you do it's hard. I just don't like some people who didn't support their friend. always talk about how great they were, how good is that things, how to manage. Feddup! Stop being such idiot in front of me. I know what i'm doing.

My mood went down today. and i duno why. Mood suddenly swing.

freaking tired......

November 17, 2009

First day diett :)

Yesterday was my first day diet. This time I put more effort on my diet. I have three meals where breakfast - 1 glass of milk, Lunch - Some light food, mihon soup, and dinner - oat drinks. Workout at the gym was really really tough and now my both hand muscle pain. VERY pain! :(

I will do my best, at least slim down few kgs! Most important things - foods and exercise. Need to control my eating habits and do regular exercise. :)

Sound easy? Actually not. When you are addicted to smoking, when you wanted to stop you feel hard. Same as controlling my eating habits which I love snacks!!! :(

Not only want to reduce weight, healthy is also the purpose of going for gym. Exercise makes my body healthy. But don't over exercise! Today is my second day diet! Breakfast - a glass of milk, lunch - wantan mee, dinner i guess I'm going to drink my oat drink again :P

This times I feel good with my diet, maybe I've been motivated by my friends and my beloved family :) I will do my besttt! Suddenly felt excited! I just want to share how i feel to everyonee :) Because I feel good by sharing how i feel.

November 16, 2009

Always be positive.

It's been a while, my life was negative for the past year and now I learnt when we think positively no matter how bad is the thing we will go thru it.

Sometimes I didn't care what people think when I'm talking and people advice me not to talk like that in the public and I listen positively even though I'm a bit upset. The person who told me that is because she/he cares about me, she want me to change.

Life is really wonderful if you think positively and be a believer. Nothing is impossible, the thing is wether you want it or not. It doesn't matter how you do it, the thinking is the matter.

I used to think negatively when people advice me, I will get angry and really piss off. But now I learnt we shouldn't put our negative faith upon us, we need to change it to positive so our life will be wonderful and there will be no difficulties in life.

Sometimes people just can't resist the word I can't in their mind, take away the "t" in I can't! It easy, if you think you can, mean you can. Everything start from 0, with our own effort I believe we can do whatever things we want to achieve in life.
Recently, I have been thinking a lot about my life, I should take the first step, positive thinking. With this I would be more clam when doing something.

Many people do not believe in faith, because they doesn't have the believe in them. God is always looking us up there. He knows what we are doing and what we want, If you didn't believe in yourself, how will god help you?

life can be really wonderful people, start thinking positively now, and be a believer and change the I can't to I can. Don't be lazy to change your state of mind. :)