Happy birthday thatcher!

Happy Birthday thatcher!

Its her 20th birthday on 18th January! Who is thatcher? Its my bestie for 7 years! and yes I love her!

So we actually celebrated her bday three days in a row! sound interesting right? yes it does!

1st - BBQ at her house, which is on 16th of January
2nd - Luna bar, 17th of January
3rd - Karaoke, accompany by me and steven on her actual bday!

She was very happy so do me! When I see my friend happy, I will be happy too! Don't you'll agree? :)

Friend is easy to get, but friendship is hard to built ! I have already built this friendship for 7 years. Te-hee!

Hey people, currently me and my group member for csc class are doing a project which we need to do blogging! yay! :D:D

We need to write about the topic we have chosen which is Web Accessibility. Sound interesting to you all? for me yes. Because I can write many things about it. So do visit our blog and support us. We are still learning :D (www.w-accessibility.blogspot.com)

Here are some picture I would like to share to you all :)

Symone, Jesz, Thatcher( Bday girl ) and me! the only Pink!

Iko and me

The girls





Thatcher and me





The guys with bday girl





Thatcher with her outfit

Me

Iko and me , KL Tower <3>




Its an enjoyable days for me. I get to enjoy with all my closest friends. Love them. <3>

13/01/2010

Sick sick sick. I couldn't attend classes today. I have fever + flu + sore throat yesterday. Slightly better today. Still have a bit flu. Have no appetite to eat anything and I actually wasted my mee maggie. lol ( I know wasting food is not good, sorry! )

When people grow older, more knowledge, more experience they will face, and for me, I face a lot of difficulties in life, and today i talk to my friend, lihui, she's good. She makes me feel life is great where god created us. And I'm grateful to have myself here. Been thinking a lot this few day, and I'm changing. Its take time. There are still a long way for me to go. why not i live happily and forget all the past that makes me feel sad and try to improve it day by day. Everyday is a challenge for me. And I need to improve myself day by day so I could win the challenge, If I didn't win, at least i try and know where is the weaknesses. No one is perfect in this world. Everyone did mistake.

Raining this few day, make me feel sleepy. Te-hee! I guess I gotta take a nap a while! I know i sound emotion this few days. I'm just expressing what I feel, If people want to talk about it, I don't care. because this is what i really feel. why do i bother much about how people say about me. I'm here to learn and improve and re-learn again and re-improve again! Right?! :D:D

I'm going to focus on my assignment and project for this sem. No more slacking for me. No more vacation or honeymoon for me and others too! :D:D
So lets do the best everyone!

Believe.

Its been a while I've acted this way. My friends were telling me how I actually acted and they don't really like it. I was really upset, the group project problem, my attitude problem. I'm so depress on that day. I was thinking to just quit my study.

Spend three days with my uncle and cousin, we went a lot of places, and actually it's quite fun and I actually forget everything that make me sad. And went to church today, and I told my dad how i feel, and I won't gave up just like that. I will change, I'm 20 this year, If I'm still the same as the past, I'm a really useless person, I felt sorry for myself, why I acted like that? friends are telling me because they want me to change, They told me twice and I did the same attitude again, They did not give up on telling me how i acted and I appreciate how they treated me as friends. Thank you very much.

Study, Much more I will do my best, I told my dad I won't give up on my study, My dad told me, you so hard get to this stage, and you want to give up just like that? And he told me that he will pray for me, pray for me to stay stronger, think positively, and I must know that our lord, jesus christ, is always there for me. He is watching and listening to my prayer. Every night I pray for forgiveness that I have done.

What was past was past. Why not start a new chapter of life rather stick to the past? Is worth to do so, Meanwhile I can improve my relationship with my friends and family. I admit my attitude is the biggest mistake I have done, I'm bossy, easily angry and straight forward. Its may hurt many people feeling and I understand that.

I'm glad that I have a family that support me and motivate me to do something, they don't scold me when I'm wrong, they will help me in solving it. But previously i acted like a fool. I used to scold them, like I'm the princess of the house. When I think back, I feel I'm really bad.. really really bad. I'm sorry dad and mum.

SO! I have decided to move on with a new chapter in my life! :D
About assignment and project, I will work hard for that, don't know something just ask lecturer! why need to be shy? I used to be shy to ask lecturer a question because I scare people will laugh at me, Stupid right? so, Now I'm not afraid to ask. I'm still learning so do others. We have a lot of things to be learn in the society!

I'm so gonna shop for CNY! :)
So good night :D

Happy new year 2010!

Its 2010! And I'm glad I'm still me and I guess it a great year for me to change! Celebrate new year with my closest friends, thatcher,symone and jesz at MOS. It's fun and happening. We were dancing like no tomorrow and I think it is a good exercise for me to slim down if I dance like that everyday!

Went 1U with thatcher, cassandra and amanda. We used almost 1 hour to find a parking. Damn freaking a lot people during this new year. All shop for their clothes. SALES! 50% 70% 80% every where! But I have no money to shop. Talking about saving money, Its hard for me. :(

Can anyone just help me? uh.. I admit that I'm a spoiled child. Being a spoiled child really give a bad image to others people and I really want to bring the spoiled child away and learn how to work hard by earning my own money! My parents love me, and every parent do loves their children but the love with different way. I shouldn't waste my parent money like that anymore. Say is easy, but when you do it, it really hard. trust me! :(

Its quite emo whenever i mention money with my friends, they always say i waste a lot of money on those unnecessary stuff! I admit that i buy those really unnecessary stuff just to make myself happy when I'm down. I guess i just need to stop this kind of buying! Sometime listen to friends advice is good rather than you step in deeper and you can't get rid of it for your whole life, and I don't want that to be happen. I need a change for 2010. Its my 2nd year in college, I need to be more hardworking and not thinking about entertainment and others thing that will influence my studies.

May god give me strength to overcome this problem, and give me the wisdom&commitment to do something that I need to repair. Lastly, Happy new year everyone. Wish you guys/girls have a wonderful day and forget all the past and live a normal life with a wonderful laughter everyday!

Xmas over here come 2010!

Christmas over and now I'm heading to 2010! A very new year for everyone I guess! Probably yes! A new change too.

Was BBQ-ing with my dad and brother just now. We enjoy bbq-ing and feeding the "hangus" fishball and hotdog to the hungry cat at the roadside. Christmas tree was taken down. Very tiring day today. I can't imagine that 2009 are going to the end. And 2010 is coming! And I'm 20 years old soon. I'm getting older and older. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? I guess its a good thing and also a bad thing. lol

Today I read a book called The power of positive living, and the book is really good. Its talk about the positive life that others people were living with and happy with it. I guess it's time to give a try on it.

Feeling and christmas :)

I can't stand it anymore with my attitude and myself. I'm getting off the limit and I know I need to stop it before it's to late. Recently, I scolded my parents for little tiny matter and I just don't know why I acted like that. After scolded them, I felt guilty and wrong but I don't dare to say sorry to them. It's really hard for me. And I just hate the feeling of being guilty.

And for financial I'm okay with it as I didn't spend any money when I'm in my hometown. And guess what, I'm getting fatter and my face is getting round and round like a football ball. lol I have been eating a lot when I got back to hometown. Eat then online then sleep. No jogging because everyday raining and I'm lazy to jog around my house area.

Christmas for this year is awesome, had turkey with my family, BBQ with my friends and had a lot of fun with friends. But seriously I'm getting really fat! I wanted to cut down some weight but I couldn't do it. I need someone to help me this time. force me.

Picture taken during christmas and dinners.

Thatcher,Allison Chan and me at my house for the BBQ


Group photo of my friends. I'm not in the picture as I'm taking the picture :)


Fire! Actually my dad was heating up the charcoal with the fire thingy.


Chicken wing for the cats! the chicken wing already black in colour! didn't take good care of the chicken wing. wasted 5 chicken wing!


Dinner with cousins. Me and john and ken lol.


My brother ranny and me.


Cousin brother sam and me.


Uncle Frankie and Aunty Sharon from Australia


Me and felicia.

17/12/09 Thursday

Its been almost two weeks I'm relaxing at my hometown after I terminate my job at kepong. Really relaxing here but at the same time I felt bored. Keep on doing the same things again and again that is online. Headache. :(

Just came back from lunch with thatcher, and now I'm doing the same thing again online. arghhh :( Today my mum told me that I'm fat and I get angry because she say me fat and I ask her " why you didn't say your daughter pretty?" My mum answer " If i say you pretty, others people say you fat, then you say its your mother who say you pretty, I will be really ashamed on it." But it is normal for a mother to say her own daughter pretty, its your own blood daughter! :(

But anyhow, I also need to control on the food I'm eating, not too over and not too little. LOL and I need to EXERCISE!!! I'm too lazy to exercise, but I really need to exercise =.= My instinct told me to do so, but my body ask me not to do so LOL!

Now I'm super bored, gotta find something to occupied my time! uhhhhhhh :(