Feeling and christmas :)

I can't stand it anymore with my attitude and myself. I'm getting off the limit and I know I need to stop it before it's to late. Recently, I scolded my parents for little tiny matter and I just don't know why I acted like that. After scolded them, I felt guilty and wrong but I don't dare to say sorry to them. It's really hard for me. And I just hate the feeling of being guilty.

And for financial I'm okay with it as I didn't spend any money when I'm in my hometown. And guess what, I'm getting fatter and my face is getting round and round like a football ball. lol I have been eating a lot when I got back to hometown. Eat then online then sleep. No jogging because everyday raining and I'm lazy to jog around my house area.

Christmas for this year is awesome, had turkey with my family, BBQ with my friends and had a lot of fun with friends. But seriously I'm getting really fat! I wanted to cut down some weight but I couldn't do it. I need someone to help me this time. force me.

Picture taken during christmas and dinners.

Thatcher,Allison Chan and me at my house for the BBQ


Group photo of my friends. I'm not in the picture as I'm taking the picture :)


Fire! Actually my dad was heating up the charcoal with the fire thingy.


Chicken wing for the cats! the chicken wing already black in colour! didn't take good care of the chicken wing. wasted 5 chicken wing!


Dinner with cousins. Me and john and ken lol.


My brother ranny and me.


Cousin brother sam and me.


Uncle Frankie and Aunty Sharon from Australia


Me and felicia.