Missing my family..

I miss my family. My uncle and family went thailand for holiday. Now I'm alone at uncle house. Feel so lonely. I need my family. I miss them. :(
I want to celebrate christmas with them. I want to eat turkey with them. I just miss them :(

I'm going singapore soon. This saturday. with my manager. I feel excited but I kinda miss my family. How?? I don't want to tell my feeling to others. My friends won't understand how I feel. Some of them was too over confident telling me the things that is right when the thing is actually not perfect as they think.

talk is easy, when you do it's hard. I just don't like some people who didn't support their friend. always talk about how great they were, how good is that things, how to manage. Feddup! Stop being such idiot in front of me. I know what i'm doing.

My mood went down today. and i duno why. Mood suddenly swing.

freaking tired......