12 years friendship

I can't believe what my 12 years friends just did to me. Why they want to betray me like that? Say something that is not real to another friend...
If they wan to play, play it safe, why do they need to play until that serious? it really hurting me. and I'm really disappointed on them.
When ever they need help, I'm there to help. but this is what i get from them? I don't mind they tease me ... but telling this kind of thing to another friends really making me sad and disappointed on it... Where are the friends that i knew last few years? After they came college , they seemed to change to another person. Why? I really stupid. Stupid until give them another chance and now I guess its over!
12 years friendship....I can't believe anyone anymore. Everyone is telling lies... When i treat them good, i get the bad one. Why i so stupid?? I don't know what I'm going to do... thatcher ask me to be myself, but I care about the 12 years friendship... but in other way, it really hurt me. I should just forget about it .. but it take time. No one understand me.. when i'm sad i need someone to talk to.. but there is no one.. I wanted to tell my parent, but i scare they worry about me. I don't want them to worry about me.

I guess its over.......................... .. . .. ..... ... .. .. ..